You just want to be like

fuckyeahthespianpeacock:

There’s a very fine line between watching bad auditions that are confidence boosters and watching bad auditions where you just have to cringe and look away and cry a little bit because omg no

Being on the other side of an audition panel is eye-opening in so many ways.

With a sore/strained throat and a stuffy nose.

Please, let me do well.

Please. Please. Please just let me get into at least one.

I went in wanting a Kit Kat Club girl role.

Then I owned the dancing portion.

Then I sang Maybe This Time well. 

Then I blew myself and others away with Cabaret, hitting notes I have never hit before.

It is between me and one other girl for the lead.

Now I really want Sally Bowles.

2 were oh-my-God-what-the-fuck-are-you-doing-don’t-you-have-any-experience-at-all? terrible. The other was just scraping rock bottom.

What the fuck is wrong with me. Seriously. Pretty damn sure I’m never going to make it anywhere. My talent isn’t as strong as I thought. In fact, it’s practically non-existent. This fucking sucks. Tears, stop. Please. 

No matter what anyone says.

Lisp or no.

I MEAN LOGAINNE IS LIKE A SHOE-IN, RIGHT? :P

Don’t wish me luck!